First thing I'm learning.

Ah the things I'm learning.
Big one right now would be
To keep my mouth shut.
Doesn't matter if I know I can trust him.
What the hell am I doing?!
KEEP. MY. MOUTH. SHUT.
Give him just enough to let him think,
Let him ponder,
Let him believe he knows.
Maybe this is what I meant,
About the truth being another form of trickery.
Perhaps.
How can I just not respond now?
He knows too much.
I told him too much.
And even if I hadn't,
He's not the easiest person to fool.
He's insightful.
Damnit.
After everything we've talked through now..
How am I going to face him,
Like normal,
When he knows things about me maybe
One other person knows.
Granted he doesn't know everything..
But enough.
And.. Geez give it enough time
And maybe he will.
Know everything.
That would just be weird.
For him to know more
Than the guy I was in love with?
Why do I feel like I can trust him more..?

I do love his hat tho :D