Thursday. [February 19th] <3

I suppose this is the
Blog That Can Never Be.
I'm not sure why, yet, though..
I don't like it.
It feels like I'm hiding.
Feels like I'm lying.
Being selective..
We haven't really been thus far..
Why must I be now?
It feels all wrong.
My hopes and dreams are starting to form..
Starting to come true.
The things..
Or rather the someone I desire..
And now I have it.
Him.
He's mine.
It's crazy!
So hard to believe..
And yet, tangible!
Every time I see him..
Feel him..
Hear his voice..
The things he says..
The look in his eyes when they meet mine..
How is it possible?
I don't know.
And for once
I think I don't WANT to know.
I would like to just be happy.
Just this once.
Can I do that?
Can I have this?
Just this once?

As far as I'm concerned
February 19th, 2009
Was the day God answered my prayers. <3