What the heck man.

Yar!
Me facebook be set to pirate!
Down t' davey jone's wit ya!

Hehehe :D

I'm a lil hyper..
I'm trying to be happy..
Just ignore all the stuff that I've been dealing with today.
Just.. Let it go for a few minutes.
I have take-home finals to.. Do.
I'm procrastinating hard core right now.
I'm even talking to my ex-boyfriend..
About serious stuff.
About... Feelings.
Ick.
What's wrong with me.

I have realized that I sabotage relationships.
I can't seem to be in a healthy, regular, relationship
with a guy.
It's really strange.
But now that I know this,
maybe I'll do something about it.
Maybe I'll start dating, or something.
Ick!
Umm.. maybe not.
Oh kay..
Let's take this slowly.
Let's just start with me blogging again.
After all.. My last entry was from last Spring..
When I still had a boyfriend..
And I totally foresaw what would happen.
We aren't together anymore,
in case you hadn't gathered.
I'm in college now.
I'm talking to a pretty big local band
about doing lead vocals.
I'm trying to point my life in some direction.
I just have to forget about being lonely.
Convince myself that I'm not.
God, I'm such a whiner.
Ick.
No wonder I'm single.
Gross.
I be a saucy wench!
Yarrrr!